#RenegadeRebellion

Last week a woman came up to me and told me that she wanted to purchase a bathing suit for the first time in twenty somewhat years. She explained that, although she'd always loved the water, her body and self esteem had prevented her from enjoying herself to the fullest.

I smiled at her with a questionable grin and I'd asked her why - after all these years - she'd finally decided to enjoy something she'd loved so fondly. Her answer was simple, and I believe it's very important that I share it with you all.

She said, "because I will be sixty this year, and I'm tired of hiding."

We all learn to accept our bodies at different points in our lives, some of us having the challenge of accepting it over and over again. We struggle with appearance for many different reasons but each reason, much like a tree, stems from one seed. That seed, as most of us know, is society's standards. Standards that, over time, have conditioned us to believe we need to dress, act, and weigh a certain amount in order to be accepted into the grasps of what people see as beautiful.

It is people like this woman who remind me why it's important to talk about body shaming. Be it about your weight, your wardrobe, or your hairstyle, society has constrained us to believe we're not of value to our confidence.

Christine Gionet - founder and owner of Renegade Clothing - has been a close friend of mine for sometime and at the beginning of this year she told me about a comment she received over an image of herself in a croptop. Though she looked absolutely beautiful and confident in this image, another plus size woman put it upon herself to state that Christine had no business in such an attire.

We sat there for a while talking about body identity and how it was hard to see another plus size woman putting shame on someone, when she herself knew how hard it was to be confident in the media spun world we live in. We discussed ways we could embrace our curves, our bellies, our thighs, our arms, and our minds without fearing our own self esteem; but instead loving ourselves and showing the world that we didn't care. This is when Christine and I came up with the Renegade Rebellion.

The Renegade Rebellion is a revolutionary mission that aims to help people of all different shapes and sizes see themselves in a whole new light. A light that shines confidence, happiness, beauty, and soul. It's a safe haven for everyone alike who has ever felt like they don't deserve to be confident. People who truly believe that there is something wrong with them.

Your body is a vessel that carries you across this crazy life and regardless what it looks like, it deserves your love. Every morning when you wake up, your body moves you. Your body works tiredly to make sure you get through the day. Is it really okay to hate something so precious to your outcome of life just because a magazine tells you it's shaped "wrong"?

Our flaws are not a setback. They are a champions honour. It's time for our minds to love our bodies as much as our bodies love our minds. It's time for us to stand up to society and the people who make us feel like we have no worth. It's time to espouse our bodies for every curve, every scar, every bump, and every flab. It's time for a Rebellion.

This is our mantra:

We reject society’s unrealistic expectations and take a stand in the name of size acceptance. We resist the notion that our value is any less because of our shape and size. We rebel in the name of love, acceptance, freedom, and empowerment of all bodies. We are the #renegaderebellion.

Want to be part of the movement? Send us your photos and statements (christine@renegadelondon.ca) or share them using the hashtag #renegaderebellion!

These women have already joined the Renegade Rebellion:

  Lynnette  -  I am part of the Renegade Rebellion because I want the world to see how it is to love. The Rebellion was brought on by hate, and a brutal criticism of a human body. We each get one body in our life, why not love it? Display it? Enjoy it? We all possess the ability to be beautiful, no matter what people say.

Lynnette - I am part of the Renegade Rebellion because I want the world to see how it is to love. The Rebellion was brought on by hate, and a brutal criticism of a human body. We each get one body in our life, why not love it? Display it? Enjoy it? We all possess the ability to be beautiful, no matter what people say.

  Dorothy  -  I'm part of the Renegade Rebellion because I believe confidence is the sexiest thing you can wear. I am proud to stand with my Renegade sisters, a collection of gorgeous, strong, confident and courageous women of all shapes and sizes who embrace their boldness and uniqueness.

DorothyI'm part of the Renegade Rebellion because I believe confidence is the sexiest thing you can wear. I am proud to stand with my Renegade sisters, a collection of gorgeous, strong, confident and courageous women of all shapes and sizes who embrace their boldness and uniqueness.

  Lisa  -  I rebel because I have been held back by unrealistic body standards for too long. I rebel because it is important for all of us to know that we have value beyond what our bodies look like. I rebel because no one else will choose what I wear, how I wear it, and how that will make me feel. I am a part of the Renegade Rebellion because the world needs more rebellious love.

LisaI rebel because I have been held back by unrealistic body standards for too long. I rebel because it is important for all of us to know that we have value beyond what our bodies look like. I rebel because no one else will choose what I wear, how I wear it, and how that will make me feel. I am a part of the Renegade Rebellion because the world needs more rebellious love.

  Mandi  -  I've never been ashamed of who I am. Why should I be ashamed of what I look like? My body is strong, powerful, healthy and beautiful. I'm grateful for what my body allows me to do every single day. My shape is a blessing not a burden. It's time we start celebrating our bodies and that's why I'm part of the Renegade Rebellion!

MandiI've never been ashamed of who I am. Why should I be ashamed of what I look like? My body is strong, powerful, healthy and beautiful. I'm grateful for what my body allows me to do every single day. My shape is a blessing not a burden. It's time we start celebrating our bodies and that's why I'm part of the Renegade Rebellion!

  Natasha  -  I'm a part of the Renegade Rebellion because it is time we stop judging and start supporting each other. Our bodies do amazing things for us each day and I want to love it without judgement. My size does not define who I am, my clothes do not define what I can do. I will always be a Renegade.

Natasha - I'm a part of the Renegade Rebellion because it is time we stop judging and start supporting each other. Our bodies do amazing things for us each day and I want to love it without judgement. My size does not define who I am, my clothes do not define what I can do. I will always be a Renegade.

  Christine (Founder/Renegade)  -  Our bodies are strong, they are beautiful, and they are powerful. No matter what size you are, your vessels is precious and it deserves love and respect. Being a Renegade isn’t just about being confident as a larger person, it’s about being happy, healthy and whole as a person of any size. It’s about loving and celebrating yourself and others every day in every way. At some point in our lives, we’ve all felt strongly enough to fight against silly rules, outdated policies, political views, and distorted expectations. We fight for the things that are important to us, the things that we believe in. To varying degrees, we are all rebels.

Christine (Founder/Renegade) Our bodies are strong, they are beautiful, and they are powerful. No matter what size you are, your vessels is precious and it deserves love and respect. Being a Renegade isn’t just about being confident as a larger person, it’s about being happy, healthy and whole as a person of any size. It’s about loving and celebrating yourself and others every day in every way. At some point in our lives, we’ve all felt strongly enough to fight against silly rules, outdated policies, political views, and distorted expectations. We fight for the things that are important to us, the things that we believe in. To varying degrees, we are all rebels.

  Caitlyn (Founder/Photographer)  -  I’m part of the Renegade Rebellion not only for myself, but for the community that I love, because everyone deserves to be comfortable in their own skin. No one has the right to tell you what you should wear or what size you should be. Your body is your business, and anyone who has the audacity to tell you otherwise doesn’t deserve to see your smile, hear your laugh, or feel your warmth. Your body, your rules. Your belly, your rolls. Love who you are, because in the end - it’s you who matters the most.

Caitlyn (Founder/Photographer) - I’m part of the Renegade Rebellion not only for myself, but for the community that I love, because everyone deserves to be comfortable in their own skin. No one has the right to tell you what you should wear or what size you should be. Your body is your business, and anyone who has the audacity to tell you otherwise doesn’t deserve to see your smile, hear your laugh, or feel your warmth. Your body, your rules. Your belly, your rolls. Love who you are, because in the end - it’s you who matters the most.

Being a Renegade

What does it mean to be a Renegade? 

Being a Renegade is about embracing not just your body, but your being and your soul. It means smiling at your reflection, knowing that you've accepted it in all of it's glory. Beginning your journey into acceptance is the first step to becoming a Renegade, and that's why we began our "Capture your Confidence" event.

Capture your Confidence is about stepping out of your comfort zone and putting yourself forward in a new light. It's about letting yourself feel beautiful even when you may not believe you are. It's about meeting other people who share your insecurities, allowing you to open your eyes to others problems and relish on how they reflect your own being.

This is why Christine Gionet of Renegade - located in downtown London - asked me to help her bring this event to life. And this is why I said "absolutley" without a second thought: 

because beauty is found in us all, we just need help to find it sometimes. 

Winter Wonderland Mini Sessions

WINTER WONDERLAND MINI SESSIONS ARE OFFICIALLY AVAILABLE FOR $70!

Finally the weather has given us a nice soft layer of bright white snow, which means that I now have the opportunity to get unforgettable images of you and your loved ones! Book a slot today with Caitlyn Peesker Photography, and take a step into my camera lens!

Book Release

The time is here! My book, and most recent photo series, is now available for purchase through Blurb.com!

Hidden is a photo series taken on an iPhone and edited on nothing more than an app called "Afterlight". I've enjoyed this project because - just like my mind and soul at the time the images were taken - every picture is rushed and manipulated based on my emotions. This leading to the main message of the project:

Even in the toughest, most confusing times of our lives - even when your mind is the most manipulated - there is beauty behind it.

Thank you to all who have helped make this book possible. No matter where I go in this life, I will never forget those who have shared their lives with me, and those who have taught me the most important lessons.

You can purchase my book here:

http://www.blurb.ca/b/6789131-hidden

A Fallen Hero

Today I stood at the side of the road, awaiting the passing vehicles that carried John Gallagher's body and soul.

John Gallagher was serving in Syria as a volunteer after retiring from the Canadian Armed Forces. Though he was fighting alongside Kurdish forces, his body was welcomed back to Canada on the highway of heroes.

Many people believe he shouldn't have been carried home the same way our fallen Canadian Forces heroes are carried, but I see that as a disgrace. This man, young and strong, volunteered his own life to do something many of us fear.

Fight.

The awareness of the situation has become prominent in many peoples eyes, but today I witnessed a new kind of awareness as I stood with hundreds of strangers and respected a man who lead his own life into danger in order to do what he believed was right. John, and thousands of others, have lost their lives while fighting against ISIS (Islamic State of Iraq and Syria) - a terrorist organization pinned on controlling Central and Western areas of Iraq to turn it into a Sunni caliphate.

What many people are unaware of is that this war has been going on for multiple years; leaving millions with no homes, and thousands dead. Recently it has turned from controlling Iraq and Syria, to controlling all areas of the world. Everyday, thousands of refugees wash up on shores all over Europe, seeking any kind of humanity that will keep them safe and hopeful. John Gallagher lost his life fighting for these peoples freedom - along with his own - from ISIS. He didn't see himself as a superior, nor did he see himself as a race. He was a human, helping other humans. And today I witnessed humans. Thanking another human. I saw no race, no religion, and no difference in the emotions we all felt.

In the midsts of this war, regardless of where you live, remember the importance of knowing what humanity should stand for.

John knew, and his family can rest knowing that he did the right thing - and in doing so, he gave hope and honour to hundreds of people.

Hidden

Over the last few months I've really begun moving forward in my art and what kind of stories I want behind it. There are many different forms of abstract work, and many different messages that go along with them. I have found, like with many artists, that my emotions pay a critical role in how my work comes out.

Throughout the last few months I've had to overcome many different obstacles. I have had plenty of changes in my heart and soul. With this, however, I have created one of the best personal projects to ever come from my ever growing mind.

Hidden is a photo series taken on an iPhone and edited on nothing more than an app called "Afterlight". I've enjoyed this project because - just like my mind and soul at the time the images were taken - every picture is rushed and manipulated based on my emotions. This leading to the main message of the project:

Even in the toughest, most confusing times of our lives - even when your mind is the most manipulated - there is beauty behind it.

 

"Hidden" will be finished, published, and open to purchase by January 2016.